WOW

I just had an amazing dream...

I had a boyfriend. Not just any boyfriend... a pro basketball player! I had amazing clothes and hair and looked like a model. He was handsome, but not very tall. We were walking through the courtyard of his condo complex (as if) and found a professional video camera, and tried to return it to the lost and found but the office was closed. Two people who looked like convenience store clerks were in the office filling the vending machines. They wouldn't let us leave the camera in the lost and found. We decided to keep it with us so it wouldn't get stolen in the courtyard. Then I was another glamorous woman dating another smitten sports star. We were deciding what to buy for dinner at the grocery store. Easy cheesy decision making, and it felt wonderful to make the decision with a partner. Yep, that was the underlying message of my dream. Plus, sometimes I really miss feeling attractive to guys.

Back to the reality I chose and am glad to call mine. Glad? I couldn't think of a stronger word since it's 6am and my brain won't be awake until at least 7. With four kids and five dogs, I am usually in track shorts and a tshirt. I have a farmers tan and short hair which needs cutting. I do not have time for stylish clothes, makeup or looking amazing for a date. I am ok with this. I do not miss dating or relationships 95% of the time. I am way too busy and way too focused. My eyes are always on the prize, but the prize is not a beautiful, wealthy man. It is well adjusted, successful, happy children.

Please excuse the typos. There must be some...I don't even have my glasses on yet.